Jury

Semalam lawak seh. Me and Zul went to Giant as juries for pertandingan melukis 5-6 years old. My God buruk gila diaorg kaler tp takpelah diaorg sgt comel. And sticcky!!
And the space was so packed to fit in 300 kids. Ada yg warna atas jalan tar, well sucha sad sight.
Anyhoo, due to the overpacked of kids, i, selaku penjaga dan juga jury, tepijak work2 diaorg guna kasut and ade stain. kesian gila tgk muka tekejut diaorg. so i apologised wah wah wah.
And ade 2 indian boys asik suruh I puji lukisan dorang and ckp "teacher teacher is this pretty?"
Comel la and tercair gak.

Ok la thats it. I have to design 3 concept for a billboard. Yikeyys!

ahhh mula la rasa not good enuff to design ni datang..!
i hate this feeling!
away for the time being!
aii fikri can i just be a housewife in the future who paints stuff she likes and if shes lucky she might be be able to open a gallery and ppl will buy her stuff and we both lived happily ever after without having to work#?$!@$
or maybe open an ice cream shop and we can design little cards and cute signages and sell yummy icecreammsss, kasi budak2 lepak.
BOOO TO MAMAK.

rasa mcm nak jadi cikgu je!!who paints bila bosan!
eii i'm so indecisiveeeeeeeee (gigit collar )


Weekend ni nak nestled je! and judge lukisan budak kecik. nak judge kaw2 punye sampai diaorg nanges and rasa nk bukak kedai ice cream je bile besar wiiwiwiw

Thankyou.
I love you.

Surat utk yow

Dear Yo,
Seemed like you're not so lost anymore. Remember the days where you cried yourself to sleep and curled up like a broken child next to the phone, back in Perak, wishing someone would be there to tucked you in and love you?

Remember the days when you found out he went behind your back, the whirling spin of truth, and the trembled you felt at your knees, and how you ran to the corridor of the hostel at 5 am and out of the blue, threw your slippers and watched it jatuh and just hoped to forget, to forget, to forget. The nonstop crying and the painful heartache, you still remember that?

Remember how naive you were back then, so naive yet so brave. The back and forth ride between Perak and Bangi, by yourself coz you liked to travel alone, and how the very thought of Bangi ached your heart, just like that.
Remember nights of makeups, singing your heart out with your friends, crying to the heavy workloads and dragging your feet to classes, 1 hour late with sleepy panda eyes, always.
Remember how Sarah always thought you're the most precious girl ever and that she made you feel loved, even more so, you loved a bit part of you, inside and out, coz she sees something yang orang lain tak nampak?
Remember how takut they were when you tried to throw the perfumes away ? "Ehh jangan3x bagi kitaorg jee!".

Seems like you're so far away from where you were right now. Is it that you are found?
Will you still have your feet on the ground? Years from now?




A sillyreminder. I feel so different now. Aku makin shallow? Makin tak remeh?
I'm not the girl I once was.
I don't know what to feel.
Blank gila.
I used to be all..crazy and sensitive.
And now I feel..fine.
...

You're all well now, lil birdie.
Fly Away Home

Updates please!

Works have been nothing less than hectic these few days. Enjoying all those deadlines and stuff.
Had great fun seeing Kausar Baws and Fatin. Grrreat fun. That reminds me, dah 4 hari tak charge my phone.

Geez..

Aku selalu melunjur ke depan bila bwat keje kat opis. sakit blakang la duduk tegak. Akan disalahsangka dngan malas tak oleh bos?
Kalau aku fail, korang carikan aku tmpat praktikel lain boleh tak?Mwahahaha,

And aku pecah rekod coz aku WEE 1 kali dalam ofis, tak lari jauh2 gi Perhentian Kajang.
Tapi cam bes lak staf2, aku kalut gile, bila staf mintak hantar cover kat ym, aku terhantar gmbar stokin!
Kalau aku fail, korang carikan aku tmpat praktikel lain boleh tak?

Tadi staf mintak hantar font belwar, aku ingat die nak semua font yg ade kat pc!
aku tak tau camane aku blh terpikir camtu so aku hantar semua font kat ym and dia kata "awak perli saya ke?" wahhhh

Kalau aku fail, korang carikan aku tmpat praktikel lain boleh tak?

Nak tgk movie, DEKAT PC! So jgn mesej2 aku cakap "wehh pegi midnite tak bgtau..cani ah kawan"
sebab aku baru found out parents aku tak kasi kuar malam2! dang! so aku tgk movie2 zaman dahulu kala kat pc je weh! sape nak meh la overnite dlm bilik
aku, girls only!

Seriious aku mcm enjoy hidup simple gini. Zul cakap aku makin mata duitan.
HAHA.
Oh that reminds me. Hari Ahad m gonna jadi judge utk pertandingan lukis-lukis kat shah alam! Gbye!

The virgin suicides

Credits goes to ploom.

Sarah's call card & other things

A free promotion. Contact her if you please. She makes decent clothes ;) at a decent price.
Oh and I made the card btw.

Award

1. Copy award di atas untuk diletakkan di blog anda.

2. Nyatakan 5 fakta "menarik" tentang pemberi award ini:

a) Her dress combo is the shiznit

b) Not that close, a friend of Kure's. She seemed pretty nice though :)

c) Inetersting blogger

d) Yes Yna, her house loooked awesome. Okay referring to her blog again

e) Thats it! Oh yeah, her english is superb

3. Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya:

a) I have a hard time shitting on somebody else's toilet, much less public ones. My butt is very the manja one.

b) McDonald's vanilla ice cream is the bestest vanilla ever!Hands down

c) I realized I'm good at drawing since I was 16, thanks to deviantart.

d) I often think that the guy in Scrubs, whatsisname?lemme google..Zach Braff, have the same taste in music as I am. Try download the soundtracks from Garden State and Scrubs, you'll get the picture. Maybe we share the same mind. Dorky and awkward.

e) Not used to confide in my parents, or family, cept for my sister and Ayla. Imma pretty private person at times.

f) I have a lousy fashion sense, often longing for beautiful things but when it comes to spending money, I'd rather save it for a bustrip to anywhere.

g) I'm in love with the ocean, which I barely get to see/swim these days.

h) I loved how people are, the dramas and whatnots, also the things that'll get me into trouble schmable! And I cant tolerate bullshits from unthinkable minds. I just cant.

i) An anti-social person to those who don;t know me. I have a hard time warming up to new people. But those who knew me, well they stick like gum to my soul. Is it?

j) Have a love/hate relationship with graphic course for as long I can remember :/ hmmmmMMM

4. Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya dan describe tentang mereka:

1. nad - the sweetest person ever

3. zul- my twisted bestfriend

4. Yana - sharp comebacks and slamberr

6. aja - thee coursematee

7. faiz- kuarga pakcik yunuss

8. seri- skoolmate

Zoo Melaka

Smangat
Turtle patah tengkuk lepastu
Grandpa n hanan. Laju gile abah jalan.

Salma kene gigit nyamuk.

Taken from Su. Bg la gmbar byk2 sket. Upload kat facebook.

Am I the joke all this while?

As easy as an easy button

Click!

I just came across with the bestesttt site to create your own portfolio!!!
Knowing me, si pemalas yg tak lepas2 flash, this is the greatest gift ever!!
I'll post the link later on, fellow friends!

Salma the dog(?)

Yesterday Salma was very comel. My mum was telling her stories pasal dulu2, most of 'em melibatkan kena jilat anjing (pity me mum) and Salma was mesmerized. She love doggs, specially big dogs. Gile haram la hobi.
The cutest thing she said was that Hanan is her bestfriend and so I asked la why. She said coz Hanan hold her hand bila Hanan isap susu. Sweeet right?
And she also said she's Hanan's guardian aka anjing peliharaan. -_-"
No wonder she's always lickinn and howwlin at Hanan.





P/s: Congratulationss to Kak Syida and Reza for your newbornn baby giiirllllllllllllllllll!!!

Saya adalah melayang terkesima

PROCEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEED!!!!!!!!!!!! NANTI G KL KORANG USYA LA BILLBOARD MANA2 K!!!!!!!!!!!!

Minat sudah menjadi kerja

Header for Linda's blogspot, sell cupcakes and other yummy stuff. Still under maintainance. .

So how?
So macam routine.
I take orders for headers, t-shirts, flyers, bunting, pamphlet, logo yada yada yada y'all get the picture right?
Much love.

Magic by yours truly

"No wind, no rain"

Listen, baby

Ain't no mountain high
Ain't no valley low
Ain't no river wide enough, baby

If you need me, call me
No matter where you are
No matter how far
Just call my name
I'll be there in a hurry
You don't have to worry

'Cause baby,
There ain't no mountain high enough
Ain't no valley low enough
Ain't no river wide enough
To keep me from getting to you

Remember the day
I set you free
I told you
You could always count on me
From that day on I made a vow
I'll be there when you want me
Some way,some how

'Cause baby,
There ain't no mountain high enough
Ain't no valley low enough
Ain't no river wide enough
To keep me from getting to you

No wind, no rain

My love is alive
Way down in my heart
Although we are miles apart
If you ever need a helping hand
I'll be there on the double
As fast as I can

Don't you know that
There ain't no mountain high enough
Ain't no valley low enough
Ain't no river wide enough
To keep me from getting to you.

Love,
Yo.

P/s: Apa2 jadipun, kite cousins for life. I missed the days bila kita boleh lompat-lompat atas katil, menari pukul 3 pagi dengan lagu Marvin & Tammy and kita vowed tu jadi lagu kita, lagu Yellow Generation, tutup lampu dlm bilik and pandang siling dlm gelap tgk glow2 planet and stars kat bilik Ayla, while thinking and talking about life & love and the things inbetween, your curiosity, your fear pasal semua benda yang pernah jadi and I really miss the time waktu Yo form 2, igt tak kita lepak dekat depan tgk moon and Ayla cerita semua? Takkan ubah, no matter what.

Picspam!

Okay this is soo la lambat but who cares!
The occasion, bday mak & mothers day, tp mak takde, and abah lagila takde coz he doesnt like to eat out and lets see.. the babies dlm rumah, salma looked like a chinese and well, the camera is shaky alrite! thats it!

I know that you were almost in love with me.

Tell me who am I inside.

Can it be, I'm not meant to play this part?

So many things to wish for.. so many things.

..

Goodnight dear loves.

Missing the babies. :...(

Untitled

My resolution is , y the sudden explosion psl resolution?Its not even new year tapi yea, is to not read so many blogs, lagi2 dari orang yg tak dikenali. Somehow dah mcm terinfluenced dah and kadang2 bukan ke arah yang baik. Well, most of the time.

Thats me. Mudah gila terpengaruh. Cuba datang sini and bagi tau all the lies and such, I will surely believe you.
Bagi la magazines such as Cleo ke, any woman's/girls magazines yang bg articles pasal how to know when your partner is cheating, when are you this, how are you that, and aku akan jadi serabut macam kapal pecah dalam masa beberapa lama and akan torture the boy at wit's end.

So I stopped readin/buying those magazines altogether since a few years ago. Seriously. Bukan best pun.


Now to stop stalking blogs, aish...

Women and their instincts

It's like living in the routines yang somehow buat ko rasa jaded dengan perkara perkara remeh tapi still ko buat jugak.
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"You see, the thing with men is that ever after has everything to do with timing. And very little to do with who you are. He can love you, yes. But if the time is not right, he won't marry you or put aside his personal plans to be with you without you having to ask. Even then, he still won't.

But once he's married, he will. Because that's what married men do for their wives.

So men, understand this. Women always know if you fall in love with someone else. And often times, they know even before you do. It's in the tone of your voice and the things you don't say.

And women, know that your instincts are always right. In a cruel twist of nature, the reason you possess that clarity is because you love him down to your bones. And it will break your heart. It will seize you with fear before you understand why you are frightened." - thedatindiaries.blogspot.com
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Indah kan?

Nah, tidak teruja, mungkin sudah tua.

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAH

Sorry orang bekerja mmg boring . Layan video je skarang. Opis masih takde aircond.


And to my dearest mak,
HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY!!
Thanks for being the greatest mom you are. Love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

Intership 1st day

I should be blogging in my logbook not here! Oh well, sume cam fun tak sedar masa berlalu pergi dr kol 9 pg smpai 6 tapi napa aku rasa nak nanges sbb kedai tu takde aircond??
Aku panas gile! Silap pakai baju kurung ngan Shidat igt kene formal last2 sume pakai jeanss!! Grr
had to do a billboard for 1 Malaysia and the boss liked the concept so I'm good .
Esok bawak bekal je malas jalan g kedai bazir jer ok!bye

Oh and I have the sweetest boyfwen ever! Happy 23rd moon ! :))

Had a messy dream and woke up with a headache.
A nice way to wake up to my first day of work!! malasssssss!

Antara benda-benda dan muka-muka yang boleh bagi aku satu keselesaan yang sampai sekarang aku semacam dah hilang selesa tu.

Korang ada je kat facebook aku tapi semua ngan life masing masing. Sweet je kan dulu?

PMS

Shit.sucks.

Cloudy sky, please stray

Hey Fikri this is for you

It's not raining cats, it's not raining dogs
And pigs are not flying, or turning the cogs
The sun has no hat on, whenever it shines
And I've never seen a cat with nine lives
I'm not in a film, I'm not in a play
I saw no aliens today
I just saw you, and thought of me

And if I had you, all the stars wouldn't fall from the sky, and the moon wouldn't start to cry
There'd be no earthquakes
I'd still make mistakes
If i had you
Oh there'd still be day and night, and I'd still do wrong and right
Ooh
Blue would still be blue
But things would be easier with you

And this is no palace, the place that I live
And I am no king, but I've got things to give
And I waste so much time, thinking of time
And I should be out there, claiming what's mine
Any day I could die, just like I was born
And this bit in the middle is what I'm here for
And I just want to fill it all with joy

And if I had you, all the stars wouldn't fall from the sky, and the moon wouldn't start to cry
There'd be no earthquakes
I'd still make mistakes
If i had you
Oh there'd still be night and day, and we'd all still have to pay
Ooh
Blue would still be blue
But things would just be easier with you

Love,

Yo.

I'll be working soon and I will bury myself under those brochures and pamphets and posters, and I do not want to give a duck dekat sapa2 at that time. Picit butang off and aku takkan rasa apa2.
Just go crazy, and be merry.
Toodles.

p/s: alreayd got my hands on the lovely Krispy Kreme. Su eat your heart out~ tipu je kitaorg tinggalkan 3 utk korang. Thanx zul teman yo.

p p/ s: Kasut bes .

Bosannya!
Bila babies takda mula la aku celaru!
Tak start2 lagi nak lukis ni I've been neglecting sume kerja dan tempahan for these past few weeeks!
SO unproffesiiioonal!
Anybody, please calmed me downn!!!
Lazylazy assssssssssss
and I seriously dont get all these "lol"ing and stuff.
Just give a wholehearted laugh sampai terbend2 over will u.
Dont act like a stiff stick heartless queen grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

I love the extremenety in ppl.
Mcam extremely confuse, extremely gay, extremely funny, extremely laidback, extremely critical, extremely sopan, extremely faithful, extremely loved, extremely annoying.
Dncing on the parameters so to speak.
Coz I'm not.am I?

The realist and the dreamer. So tell me now, where do we go from here?

My grandparents.

Random snaps

In her shoes, tau ke rasa?

A happy update #3

The nieces are herree.. and we had a great time doing silly stuff mcm bakar marshmellow dpan rumah, parks, pegi zoo melaka and tomorrow my mum gonna make juice and me, I'm baking choc chip cookies based on famous amos recipe. Harap2 bukan tipu punye la.
Too lazy to go into details.
Tired from the long walk kat zoo tadi.
Hanan...kiut...Salma..miut...i ...laik..
zzzz
Nak g teman salma kaler. Dah kol 12. the nite owl.

Recap; part 4