Wednesday, December 30, 2009

I light your cigarette, I bring you apples from the barn
How quickly you forget: I run the bath and pour the wine
I bring you everything that floats into your mind
You don`t bring me anything but down

When you come `round
You are a raging sea, I pull myself out everyday
I plead insanity, `cause I can`t leave and I can`t stay
You say won`t you come find me and yes is what i say
You don`t bring me anything but down

Everything is crashing to the ground
Well, maybe I`m not your perfect kind,
Maybe I`m not what you had in mind,
And maybe we're just killing time

You with your silky words
And your eyes are green and blue
You with your still beliefs that don`t match anything you do
It was so much easier before you became you
Well, no more playing seek and hide
No more long and wasted nights
Can`t you make it easy on yourself?
I know you wish you were strong;
You wish you were never wrong,
Well I`ve got some wishes of my own

And so he said

But I'm gonna take you to my boxcar on the beach
And I'm gonna hang the sun above your bed
And soak your hair in bleach

You'll be missed Miss California
You'll be kissed by only me
When they can't find you you'll turn into a mystery
but you're no mystery to me, Miss California

You'll be missed Miss California
We'll be married in the rain
When they can't find you I'm sure
I'll be the one they blame
But they can't prove anything
Miss California
Miss California
I'll be around

For once in my life, I cannot find the heart to forgive.

Maybe when your hair gets darker
Maybe when your eyes get wide
Maybe when the walls are smaller there will be
Maybe when i'm not so tired
Maybe you can step inside
Maybe when I look for things that I cant replace.

We knew the girls were really women in disguise, that they understood love, and even death, and that our job was merely to create the noise that seemed to fascinate them.

Tuesday, December 29, 2009


I need you to be strong.
Be all I believe in.

This time, I'll be ruthless.

this can begin

It's me and the moon.

Hello, Goodbye December

Monday, December 28, 2009

Tire swing

Sunday, December 27, 2009

I took the Polaroid down in my room,
I'm pretty sure you have a new girlfriend.
It's not as if I don't like you,
It just makes me sad whenever I see it. -

Oh oh

Thursday, December 24, 2009

So got home with a book in hand, the sweet burning taste of soury soup on tongue, the lingering strange feelings I've yet to unfold. Unfolding, fold it back, unfolded it again, fold it back into tiny little square shaped heart. A squared shaped heart.

The sky lit up with a mixture of orange Colour it beautiful please..The pinkblue sky said.
That's what I've been looking for all this while the crescent sun said.

So I strolled down and bought 2 balloons so I could match it up, see the colour saturated and burn along with the strange coloured sky and so I let it go just to watch it burn burn and fade.Like those sappy songs we used to play, lying next to your 10 year old radio,head on pillow, half smiled summer dreamin' your day away.

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

This secret garden beams.

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Abah please please let's go to Alamanda punya wayang so me and Om can belanja you tengok  Avatar please please pleasee it's time to treat yourself pleaseee

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

I've been towing the line every now every then and I had this huge craving on good food nowadays and I've been reading a whole lot and currently looking for a new bag to replace my old one coz the strap snapped off a few days ago and my mind's been here and there, thinking weird thoughts but really its nothing new.Friends and strangers keep asking girl you're ok and I was thinking wow did I sound that suicidal on FB trust me I'm good I've never been better :D so here's a happy smile for ya. Cooped up in my room for too long I think it's high time to meet the gfs, new bags and whatnots. Been kissing the nieces for 2 days straight and my lips are bright red and heart's all wrapped, safe and sound. I'm good where I am eventhough there's gonna be a time where I have to make choices on my own and gonna lead me to a whole diff world I think it's for the best, yes it's for the best.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

potong rmbut uyehh! >:P rmbut pnjg=wuss its not like im becoming more of a lady pun dgn rmbut pjg babai

Saturday, December 12, 2009

OMG perempuan, motif kau tiru aku sana sini? Get your own identity please!

When words failed.

Thursday, December 10, 2009

This song is beautiful.

I took my lucky break and I broke it in two,
Put on my worried shoes, my worried shoes,

Took me so many miles and they never wore out,
My worried shoes, my worried shoes,

Oo-o-o-oo o-oo-ooo, my worried shoes,

I made a mistake that I never forgot,
Tied knots in the laces of my worried shoes,

Every step that I take is another mistake,
I march further and further away in my worried shoes,

Oo-o-o-oo o-oo-ooo, oo-o-o-oo o-oo-ooo, my worried shoes,

My shoes took me down a crooked path,
Away from all welcome mats,
My worried shoes,

I looked all around and saw the sun shining down,
Took off my worried shoes, my worried shoes,

Oo-o-o-oo o-oo-ooo, oo-o-o-oo o-oo-ooo, oo-o-o-oo o-oo-ooo,
My worried shoes

It's always gon' be like this.
Always have and always will.

There you are, angry with me.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Are you alright? I can stand up straight.
Are you alright? Can you get me off your mind?

Thoughts and Shouese

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Harini aku duduk and fikir this.

Lari jauh manapun, in the end you'll end up safe and sound in the comfort of your own home. Amiss, kau tahu and figured out apa yang kau perlu, and bukan yang kau nak. Sometimes selfishness gets the best of you but really honey, sanity will come to the rescue just in the nick of time

Anyway, enough of that that. Let's talk about shuuz!

My current know how hippie wappy  I can get kan? Nak kirim!!


Monday, December 7, 2009

Half of me macam give up tapi melalui. Kinda like zaman2 diploma yang bosan and Sarah asik cakap "Yo, ko melalui je. Jgn fikir apa apa and pergi sahaja. Tak mandi pun biarlah. Apa jadi lepas2 ni lain cerita. Pergi kelas and buat kerja." Aku ingat so aku praktikkan sekarang. So aku senyum but I don't speak much nowadays. Buat benda lain to keep me distracted.

And no, aku tak cakap fasal degree aku.

That's hot

Sunday, December 6, 2009

Saturday, December 5, 2009

Seems mythical and surreal, the way lovers would react on certain circumstances.

Oh young sailor.

Friday, December 4, 2009

oh sweet anna did you mean to do this to me
ive been trying hard to be rational

what a woman, what a woe that you give to me
how long can i count to a thousand

i tried drinking but the bottle is still empty
i can only hope for a fresh one

you tried loving but i guess you could not love me
how long can you count to a thousand

i could be the bigger man, bigger man.
yeah i could be the bigger man, bigger man.
but i just want to kill a man kill a man
really what's a bigger man?

oh young sailor do see you what your captain sees?
love is nothing more than an action

what an ocean, what a world, on the big blue seas
you can change it all if you want to

my good leader what a self loving web you weave
i have got a son and a daughter

my young sailor what a point that you just can't see
don't you think that they need a father

so pull yourself together man, smaller man
and do it for a bigger man, bigger man
how easy it would be if we could know the plan
but really whats a plan?

This song really is about a young sailor who leaves his wife and his children to go to the sea. And while dia dekat sana, his wife cheated on him because of his absence so the song is basically referring to the dialogues between him and the captain. So the captain said "Love is nothing more than an action", meaning that to love, the man should've stayed and took care of the family instead of going to the sea and because of that, he told the sailor to think things thoroughly as the kids need a father figure and he's nowhere to be seen and its only fair for the wife to stay with the other guy, and not him.

So you sit there telling me I can't do this I can't do that.
A person isn't a bird. You can't caged a person.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

He grabs me by the hand
Drags me to the shore and says
Maybe you don't love me
But you'll grow to love me even more
And I well I'm not surprised.

You know how it is, grey matters, broken hearts and pixie dust..
You don't believe but you want to. Like Santa, or the toothfairy, silly things that make you hope for more.
Keeps you going for hours to end.