Friday, October 30, 2009

So the finals around the corner. I hate this bitter feeling of tiredness and pukey taste mouth,
foul mood.

I should say I was sorry for what I did, these few moves, but I'm not really.
Hah to all of ya.

ini lagu cinta i

Tuesday, October 27, 2009


I have like... 4 shoes I can wear on a daily basis according to what color my mood takes me.

Its up for sale, size 6 US.


Hafto admit, tho their songs are not really my cuppa tea, this one beats em all. GENIUS.

girl,i travel round the world and even sail the seven seas
across the universe i go to other galexies
just tell me where you want, just tell me where you wanna to meet
i navigate myself myself to take me where you be
cause girl i want, i, i, i want you right now
i travel uptown (town) i travel downtown
i wanna to have you around (round) like every single day
i love you alway..way

Just a confession

Friday, October 23, 2009

I feel like I'm getting older by the minute and everything and everyone is passing by so fast, in a pace I can't compete.
Sometimes it scares me a bit, thinking years from now, makin ramai orang aku sayang hilang.
I remember haritu, tgk bulan dengan Kure in front of his house lepas kuar dari kreta and we just stood in silence, y'know, playing with the thought of growing up and the pain yang akan datang along the way.
He told me he was thinking the same thing also after I shed a few gay tears during the whole moon thing.
So we made promises..maybe just to.. calm our thoughts and hearts. Promises to be there during the whole process of growing up and so on.

What a depressing post. Maybe watching Faiz's latest vid kot that got me thinking.
Aku ingat dulu time kecik, abah kalau kejut in the morning to go to school which was like pukul 7.10, would carry me to the bathroom since I was such a sleepy head, everyday, without failed and after that lepas besar sikit, he would get into the room and tickled our feet and whispered "Waaakeee uppp", and years after that, lepas dah high school, he would opened the door a bit and whispered to the tiny space between the door and wall the same word again, every single morning..

Now I'm all grown up and kena guna alarm fon utk bangun. only if I'm in Shah Alam la.

Love you dear parents. Thanks for raising me to be the person that I am today these past 22 years. I know I am/ was not an easy child for you guys to deal with, but you managed to somehow. Kalau yo ada anak, hopefully she/he'll be a better person than me.

Shoooz up!

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Monday, October 19, 2009

Its not like I'm selling my stuff dgn harga yg overprice, just that its a handpainted item, and thats the best I could give you. Usually it took me several hours, sometimes days to get it done so yeah, basically its a perhour thingy. and sometimes I dont even get the benefits.

Oh well, spent the night away with Sarah, yes my sister in Perak, and had a real good time, mcm tak pernah apart these 1 and a half year. Kure cakap mcm jumpa kembar Yo. Yeah we're that close.
So before tido and bangun tido we psycho each other about our bfs, life and everything else smpai die msg2 bf die and tergado awww just like the old days all thanks to me :')

Alrite thats all. Do pray for her untuk dpt interview jadi cikgu seni. ahaha Mesti anak korang jadi kelaka and careless cam dia if dia ajar mereka.

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Went to Section 13 flea market yesterday, well for the 1st time ever, at midday and it was freaking hot. Tons of shoes buundle from Us with brands like Keds, No Boundaries and other stuff. Didnt buy but tgh regret ni. Takpela cna always go next week.
My shoes dah hampir hancur with the tapak keeps falling off and now dh mcm takde tapak.
Anyways, off to work.

Maybe this holiday Imma work at Baskin Robbin. I heard the payment is good kan.

Friday, October 16, 2009

I've been eating like mad dow.. I had Nasi Lemak rm1, a set of nasi ayam and the best baked potatoes + carrots + onions ever at on the RUN, Tat nenas I stole from Babu coz they are just too scrumptious, Jambu RM1 everyday dgn asam putih yg sedap, oh mcm2 lagi. Bayangkan aku makan semua dalam 1 hari. Crazy.

The shoes- finit!!

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Any takerS?

Selamat hari raya walaupun lewat

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Kudos to Wok.


Monday, October 12, 2009

So here I am in this room rambling on about life love and death and the things that make me go crazy and in this life, I ve chosen this path that lead me to where? I dono really but i hope its a good path a really good path. And aku bg hati aku kat kau and kau only, [meaning lelali bukan muhrim and manusia] and I am vulnerable as hell just dont let me down. I am so scared right now. but kau buatkan aku milo in the morning and kau boleh gelak pk "well this is yo. i love her walaupun die byk buat pe'el" and aku rasa this is the right path a really good path.
I'm not turning back. The past is the past and I'm saying goodbye to everything that was once very familiar to me.
The used to be home.

Sorry and updates

Friday, October 9, 2009

So yea, don't feel like picking up calls these past few days.
Got a ticket, my first ticket, and without driving lak tu, kelmarin. Dint wear seatbelt. Benci!
Looking forward to 500 days of summer.
Assigment loads.
The flowers are still beautiful, helped Aliyah and Mi pressed flowers dalam buku sekolah diaorg.

Had a sudden urge to eat Nasi Kandar at 11 am so off to Barra. It was good. So-so la not as I imagined it to be.

forget about lenka, whats the bubbly girls name colby smtg?

i love her. bukan senang aku nak share lagu ni ngan 1 dunia. 10 tahun aku simpan.

Thursday, October 8, 2009

If I were to decide,
to forget you wholly,
to just leave and never come back,
will your eyes haunt me at night?

Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold on but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh, the truth hurts and lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before?

Oh, what are we doing?
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late, too late

Kalau kau pandang aku and expect aku untuk cuba, aku boleh cakap aku cuba.
Aku cuba but when things sucked, I sat down and count the petals and wondering whether this is al l worth it.
Is it all worth it.

Feels like being a soldier part time is finally getting the best of me.


Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Ok now I have smtg scary to tell u
Tadi dekat tv ada cerita 13 going on 30 rite and that's like, my all time fav movie see. ANd at the same time, I was pressing on the button untuk bukak gate for my friend yg tgh naik motor tu. Die nak masuk but I was so distracted by the movie I accidently kemekkan dia guna gate while he was trying to masuk dgn motor dia coz I press the button awal sgt. So that was a very funny scene I was laughing so hard but thats really mean sebenarnya.
Aih, I have a hard time focusing on things these days.

Thank God he was ok cuma sakit situ sini je haha sorry BABU!!!!

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

See it's not like I didn't mean what I said when I said
'I'll put my money where my mouth is'
And I put my money where my mouth was
Until I couldn't breathe through my nose
And now I'm staring at the floor
Where my second life just ended
Where i lost not one but two friends

Yeah I had it all
Was sittin' on top of the world
But I threw it away
Well just to prove that I could.

Monday, October 5, 2009

These past few days ive been up and above, back and beyond, here and there.
Not up to anything, not like before.
My hair smells nice and fingers are clean.
I better stop now and continue to dream.


Sunday, October 4, 2009


Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmm that you only meant well?
Well of course you did
Mmmm whatcha say,
Mmmm that it’s all for the best?
Of course it is.

Of course of course of course it is.