Peyton: You know, someone told me once that there's nothing wrong with fairy tales, because everybody lives happily ever after.
Jake: Okay, listen to me, you can't just fly into Savannah and then get into my head all over again, tell me you want to stay and then ask me to marry you.
Peyton: Well, why not?
Jake: Because, I might just say yes.

Turn out the lightJust say goodnight, to yourselfMay I remind youWhen you find you, you're all alone is when you've got to be strongCause that's when they call you, in the nightHe's got your picture in his mindHe's got your number on a paper at his disposal anytime Is it really trueCould you save yourself for someone who, loves you for youSo many times we just give it away, to someone whoSomeone who you met in barThe back of a carAnd for a moment you felt important but not in your heartMy self esteem, it's been low, go ahead and count it's been lower than lowI know the feeling of it stealing life out from under meI want to learn, how you save yourself for someone who, loves you for youSo many times we just give it away to someone who, couldn't even remember your nameCould you save yourself for someone who, loves you for you, loves me for meGive it away to someone who someone who will cherish your name Cause I want to learn, can you save yourself forSomeone who will love you for you so many times weJust give it away, someone who, couldn't even remember your nameYou save yourself for someone who, loves you for you,Loves me for meGive it away to someone who, someone who willCherish your nameCherish your name

For the first time in my life, I'm experiencing regret.

Rgret. For the past. Dwelling myself in it. Drowning still. Not going to wake up, not today.

all packed up and ready to go.
Bye family. Thanks mak for cooking great food. Madlove for everyone back home. Toodles~

Third Raya ;)

Loving the familyyy! Omg been so long since we have a raya this funn.

Updated: Keluarga Jawa I

Last raya yang aku akan dapat duit raya, unless aku repeat sem. Astaghfirullah. Next sem kene bg duit raya lak since aku akan kerja, maybe aku bg kat kuarga nukleus dulu iaitu kepada omar, salma and hanan je wahah. Tahun depan lagi satu baru berkembang ke keluarga extend.


















Salam takziah to arwah ayah Kak Maniz, a sad year for many. Going to her house tomorrow morning. The kids are here, so u know y i dont answer to calls and msges these past few days. Till then~

Maybe the grasses are greener..

An old drawing, I love the fact that I used to be really good in pencil rendering. Not to angkat bakul or anything, but I used to have all the patience in the world to do something like this and not thinking of digitilizing it after a few rough sketch. I miss those.. "ikhlaser" days.

4 tahun sudah berlalu

Lahir je Salma, dlm pada aku rasa the lowest point in my life around September 2005, semua benda tukar and I'm still counting my blessings from that day on. Tak pernah stop. Thankyou God for this precious little girl. Happy 4th bday budak kicik! Sorry Cik Yo tak beli the torchlight you wanted so much. According to my sis,

Su: Cik Yo belikan Salma present.
Salma: Is it a long torchlight ? Is it a short torchlight? Is it a round torchlight? Is it a triangle torchlight?

.....
Siap call i nak check ape present dia dapat.
It's not even a torchlight, Salma dear..(-___-")

The silly munkey <3

Rayaku

So Raya is around the corner. I've been really quiet lately to some, maybe coz overloaded with works? Anyhoo, I'm back and ready to rawk.
Mom baked choc chips and oatmeal cookies, my fav and we still havent got the tart nenas from cucum yet. I guess mum doesnt want me to finish it before hari raya which Ive been doing these past years.
Mom cooked Soto yesterday so I have so much to be thankful for.

I wish I could celebrate the Raya with the love, oh well but there's always the future to look forward to. :)


Have a great Raya everyone.

Muchlove,
Yo.

I just wish

things would be a little bit different

I have a real home

to not be a burden.

to be a little gracious

to sleep. Like right now.

One of the many joys in life is when little kids lari dr jauh just to hug you.
I miss my nieces. Cnt wait for hari raya..mum's gonna cook soto!

Ok for the ccuti's checklist:

1) Cari stuff utk foto. take some piccas.
2) Interview Jabatan Alam Sekitar peh kalau dapat.
3) study ath.
4) start buat report forrrrrr major

ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Present Graduation

Tau.

Asal bila ngantuk n pnat aku jd btchy gile. cant think straight and mcm sume bende aku cari point. mula mula aku x sedar tp lama lama sedar gak. me no like.
And kure asik pakse aku dok blakang seat krete sejak 2 menjak ni. die da jadi cam driver -___-"" . Ape pelik gile. kdg2 aku tetido atas beg kat krusi blakang time die drive. Rasa cam 5 tahun balik.

Arghh btchfitsssss coming through. Nite.

Abah!

I know you're reading this! Thanks for being the greatest dad ever! Much love :D, yo su aishah om!

Rindu

I rindu nak buka puasa dekat Perak dengan Nor and Sarah.

I rindu malas nak turun gi dining sebab dining lagi jauh dari kafe lepastu buka kat kafe mcm anak orang kaya padhal ptptn habis.

I rindu sambal telur yang gile pelik bau die and ayam kicap dekat dining.

I rindu hujan petang2 time amek makanan kat dining pastu polistrin tak dapat tutup habis sebab curi ayam plg besar. Kepak ayam tekeluar dari polistrin tu and kene tempias hujan.

I rindu baring dengan Sarah tepi handphone radio Nor tunggu azan nak buka padhal lupa nak solat Asar pastu Nor teriak suruh g solat.

I rindu tak perlukan internet dalam hostel.

I rindu tgk kakak2 senior tak malu jalan kat koridor pakai bra.

I rindu Wawa teman I berjaga sampai pagi. Dia macam kucing I.

I rindu kawan terjah masuk dalam bilik sambil nanges2 citer pasal problem boyfren2.

I rindu jadi bahu untuk kawan nangis.

I rindu bahu Sarah and Nor.

I rindu abang kafe hantar surat cinta dekat I and Sarah pulak yang terharu pastu tampal dekat dinding tepi katil dia. Surat cinta tu dalam english. Abang kafe tu pandai dan comel.

I rindu makan nasi lemak ayam pagi pagi dengan teh ais.

I rindu Sarah panggil I dari hujung koridor jerit jerit everytime dia balik kelas.

I rindu rebut toilet dengan Sarah, toilet paling bersih.

I rindu hasut Sarah utk clash ngan ex ex dia yang tak guna.

I rindu bahasa bahasa nor "lempang laju laju, akuteyyy mu kang, kome nak g ane?[first msg die hantar time aku part 1. aku pk "mampus tak layan budak perak sorang ni.aku tak phm msg ko."]"

dahla.esok smbung lg.bai

be nice

tlg la jgn merendahkan org ug amek art.korang, well most of u pk mcm amik art sbb dpt pangkat plg rendah dlm spm n mcm takde jln len nak g tp sebenarnya bila ko cam rendahkan kitaorg, rasa cm nk nanges pun ade gak. Mcm dah pulun brape mlm tak tido kan pastu dgn senang2 ko stereotype kan budak art dgn bodoh atau slow atau course senang, aku rasa bek ko pk 2x. cuba aku tarik ko and bg ko rasa apa aku rasa slama 4 thn ngan amek course ni, tgk ko kuarkan idea satu satu aku tak rasa kau mampu survive. memang ade je budak art yg bodoh. eh bukan bodoh. malas. malas n bodoh lain. so kalau ko stereotypekan budak art dgn malas aku cm agree kot coz ade gk btulnya. tp bukan semua.
and aku tak rasa kau serajin tu and ade kesabaran utk buat sume ni .oops sorry terstereotype lak. dahla, pk luar kotak. bukan kau malaikat pun.
aku inteview sorang artis fine art yang komplen psl art scene kat msia. most of em lebih kpd politik. and he said haram, kuang gile appreciation seni dlm negar akite, lagi2 if compare ngan singapura. mmg btul pun. aku pk kalau sume artis hijrah kuar, biar tinggal org closeminded yg kerek, tgkla betapa wholesomenya hidup dorang tanpa advertisements, lukisan2 cantik and sewaktu dgnnya. kiteorg yang kalerkan hidup korang.bg korang options utk melawa. please please please bukak otak and be nice to evryone.

I'm so tired. I need some rest, a good long nap..
Or maybe Burger King. Anything to liven up this spirit. I need to take a bath. But too lazy. Class in 30 minutes. Too lazy to go also.
I hate this.
Buble's not that strong to keep me going.
I need popcorns..or maybe ice cream...
Sigh.
I hate my classes.

If I were a guy

Sorry, no Megan here. She's too..predictable.