I think I'm stronger

NGAUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!

gonna try my very best in everything i do!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
rajin sket yooooo !!
byeee!!!!!!!!!!! off to shah alammm!!thanx kodeng n su for offering to drive sampai sana!!

An Aries Poem

First on the land
Breaker of trail
Always looking for the New
Though living too much in the Present
To be aware of the Future.

In his past is Pisces

That sea of complexity
Which gave birth to the purpose
That put Aries on the land.
Aries, who is always going somewhere
And doing something
Cannot understand Pisces
Who only seems to do it in his head.

In his future is Taurus
Who claims ownership of that land
And cultivates the trail
Which Aries blazed.
Aries cannot comprehend the sign of Taurus
Who would rather stay home
And work, work, work
Than go on to the next adventures.

That ideal partner Libra
Opposes him with the notion
Of another point of view
Than his own, and to win her
He must learn compromise
And flowers, and boxes of chocolate.

Crossing Aries
Are Cancer and Capricorn
The one waters down his fire
With motherly solicitude
When what he seeks is adventure
And withdraws silent and hurt
Wounded beyond reason by a mere word.

And Capricorn
So depressing to be around
Not interested in doing anything
Unless it is so thoroughly planned
That all trace of spontaneity
And fun have disappeared.
As well to visit a museum

Aries shares with Sagittarius
That love of travel and adventure
Their fiery mentalities
In Harmony on the trail.
The tactlessness and lack of diplomacy
Of Sagittarius suits Aries
Who has the original thick skin.
Unless it is praise, it is considered
A clumsy attempt at humour.

And Leo, who holds fiery kingship
That ideal of himself
Which he would be if he had time to stop,
Is a good fellow
Whom everybody likes to be around
And acts in ways Aries can understand
Like wanting to be first
Or the center of attention
But has such a liking for his brother in Fire
That he reserves a special place in his circle
For Aries.

Gemini and Aquarius
Stimulate him with ideas
Which he later calls his own.
Both have the ability
To fan the Fire of Aries
Gemini through his jokes and puns
Gets Aries going
Whose own brand of humor
Is the pratfall
Aquarius stimulates the funny bone of Aries
With the totally unexpected
And entrances him with ideas
Of deeds to do in the future.

Scorpio and Virgo irritate him.
The one he cannot understand,
For his own drive for power is forthright,
And the other seems obsessed
With things of little consequence
Aries would rather look at the world
From horseback
Than crawl on hands and knees
Peering through a magnifying glass,
Or like Scorpio, see everything through shadows
With the eyes of a spy.

p/S: dalam Islam, you cant trust these star signs but I copy this poem from someone just for the fun of it . :P so enjoy, specially to the aries ppl.haha.

Hello Uitm

Orders akan mengambil masa yg extra sikit utk dihabiskan since my 4th semester has begun so yeah, be patient otay people?
orders still bleh di amek ,contact me thru email ,handphone[ask first] or blog. thanx!


P.s: Tryin to improve on my drawings, with new fabric markers and so on. The old ones are pretty sucky now that the inks are almost gone. hmph!

P.p.s: Not gonna post on my blog for quite sometime after this, I'll be hibernating away from the internet since I dont have one and the net in the cc areee pretty much slowerr than a sick old snail so yeaaaaaaa.....toodles :D

Hopefully I'll be sweeter this sem.

Wonderpets are go!!

As requested by the customer:

Logo Update

To Auntie Siti, I've changed the b/ground colour, you can choose on which type of yellow you prefer and also the fonts. And do you want the white coloured smile or none?

Kenapa aku tak sayang Edward Cullen

Just had a ym conversation dengan nad about twilight .She just watched it a while ago and I remember the day I saw that movie with Kure, Yana ,Zul and Farid.

It's really fun you know seeing the hunky vampire carrying his gf on his back, naik pokok laju2 and boleh sampai mana2 tempat dengan sekelip mata. can shine beautifully bila kene sun...waa

I said to Kure "Kan bes kalau kau laju, bleh bawak aku g klas everyday,lambat pun takpe."
Dreaming away, wishing for a supermarital bf.While sitting next to my bf.
Haha. And bile sampai to this one sad part, I was crying [quietly] emo ke apa,maybe I was pms-ing that day, finding it was too sappy to handle so yeah, I cried [quietly].

Tibe-tibe one of my contact lens went up in my eye, like, way up, coz kering and thats why I really hate crying while wearing lenses.. Try as I might utk turunkan,die tak mau turun gak so I had to asked Kure to check on it. So keringkan mata cpat2 supaya tidak diejek menangis. He asked to open my eye real wide and somehow managed to get the thing off my eye and all the way bebel pasal tak bawak solution and such, bahaya yadayadayada.

I settled quietly on the seat with a secret smile on my face and watched the Cullen guy on the screen while thinking that it was okay not to have vampire as a boyfriend to carry you everyday and watches you" sleep at night, obsessive and stuff and whats his quote anyways? "I feel very
protective of you"??...As long as you have a nice boyfriend to save you from going permanently blind for the rest of your life.:)

Life's good.

The kindergarten logo

Which one is the nicest?



In black and white, kinda like how it turned out.


Auntie Siti,mai tengok!

I wanna believe
In everything that you once said
You gotta believe in everything you play
you pray, we say, we pray
and then it'll never be a dream.

WHooOPEE

I looked wasted.The aunties!Cik yo and Cik la!

Aylaaa miss u!please come home!byk nak cite!!


Its been a blast having my nieces around. We went to the park, got chased by a cat [seriously] salma je tak takut , went to 7e with the whole fam mcm jakun haha and each of us bought something , salma;oreos, me;ice cream paddlepop marshmellow yang tak sedapp, aishah bought slurpee [the best i've ever had], and my older sis su bought bika and stuff, hanan makan sume org punye makanannn.cant remember what my bro bought and why am i rambling about this?
Coz i want to keep this as a remembrance.
My bro got into this annoying pathological liar phase .Pasal sume benda pun nak tipu.Gile annoying and he infected the whole family now.wahahahdem.OK enuff about that.
Hanan is sooo comelll.. with her 3 little teeths and big smile..ngeeeeeeee..
tgk die main kejar2 lagi fun..gonna miss those 2 rascals nanti..waaa..
ok here's the pics, sikit je ,most of it dkat su's camera.

Well ade yg gmbar lama ade yg gmbar baru.TAPELAH.and ignore my bro. i just love the kids' expressions!

"The answers we find
are never what we had in mind.
So we make it up as we go along.

You don't talk to dreams,
I won't mention tomorrow.

And we won't make those promises that
we can't keep.
I will never leave you.
I will not let you down."

A tribute to the Iskandarians and my Dino/monster/frog

Bebe and me!
MY friends
Daus ronggeng and Sham :))
I just have to post this lil guy again
Yen and Zul making up!
Next semster, SEMUA ADA!YAYY!!
My PTPTN habis coz of this Dino. :) worth it tho

I poured my tears and love over this company for 1 whole semester.

Cant wait to see the other guys next semester specially Zul and Beah. Now we can go gossiping at cafe lepas pukul 4 ptg (lepas 4 lg murah).

I know you know

Who's to say?

Stand up straight
Do your trick
Turn on the stars
Jupiter shines so bright
When you're around .
They tell us slow down,
We're too young you need to grow
The speed's the key
And they don't know who we are

And who's to say that we're not good enough?
And who's to say that this is not our love?

Mother don't tell me friends are the ones that I lose
'Cause they'd bleed before you
And sometimes family are the ones you'd choose
It's too late now
I hold on to this life I found

And who's to say we won't burn it out?
And who's to say we won't sink in doubt?
Who's to say that we won't fade to gray?
Who are they anyway? Anyway they don't know

And you say we're too young, but maybe you're too old to remember
And I try to pretend but I just feel it when we're together
And if you don't believe me, you never really knew us
You never really knew

You and I, packin' up my room, we feel alright
But we're not welcome, soon
We'll be drivin', 'cause they don't know who we are
Who's to say we won't stay together?
Who's to say we aren't getting stronger?
Who's to say I can't live without you?
Who are they anyway? Anyway they don't know

And you say we're too young, but maybe you're too old to remember
And I try to pretend, but I just feel it when we're together
Who is to say?
And who is to say?
And who are they anyway?

Stand up boy, I shine so bright when you're around.

Bila aku ajukan soalan tu, dan tekan "send", aku rasa macam aku lalukan jarum atas lengan aku dan berhenti sekejap dekat tengah-tengah lengan dan tambahkan tekanan dekat situ jugak.
Takut dan takut akan kesakitan yang mungkin akan dialami dengan sebarang kemungkinan yang akan datang dalam bentuk sms.
Ilusi ke semua ni aku pun tak tau tapi kalau nak bayangkan, memang mustahil.
Sms received.

Aku takut.

Designs Update

Entri entro random

3 to go and a painting to be done. in less than a week. Kinda tired but need the money. Had to go to my sis's place to help out lusa, jaga salma and hanan since kod wont be around. Glad Mesra Mall is near .hehe. Went somewhere yesterday and listened to "good is good" by Sheryl Crow all the way home. A sad ending to a wonderful day but it went away, the feeling. Glad it's over.

Lets see,what else is new. My cousin asked me to design a board game, kinda like Monopoly but dint get the full info so i'm not gonna start on that one yet.
Had to design the kidnergarten[cani ke eja?] 's corporate identitiy,u know, the usuall callcard letterhead shirt etc etc etc. Tough.
Flash haram tak sentuh tqverymuch, just like the past holidays, adoi, luckily kure said he'll tutor me at the beginning of this semester. Hopefully dpt catchup.
Result for this semester will be out soon. And I mean really soon .Like a few seconds soon.
I'm a nervous wreck already.

Mussst........finish...........every....thing.
Off to bed. Nite one and all.


*Vector, she reminds me of Salma.

Just an ad

"To see unconditional love look to the eyes of a child."

.....

Ku masih terjaga,
menunggu pagi.

Menunggu Pagi

"Apa yang terjadi dengan hatiku?
Kumasih disini menunggu pagi."

You know you're a designer when

You have bags under your eyes so big you'd have to check them in at Heathrow Airport
You watch the superbowl just for the commercials

You can spot bad typography from 100 yds away

You are pro-facebook because 95% of the myspace accounts burn your retinas

You can name more than 200 fonts in under five minutes

You are completely immune to subliminal advertising

You look upon a well-designed project with either:
sympathy OR extreme jealousy
Your hand is permanently stuck in the shape of a mouse
You tell stories of exacto-knife inflicted wounds with grizzled sort of pride

You practically take caffeine intravenously
You have an appreciation for everything unique
You've been spending three days non-stop on a project and it still looks like shit. You find yourself overcome by Deathlust.

"You find your pulse increase at the sight of a lovely ligature, glasses steam up when an unusually elegant arm, leg, or tail comes in view, and a well-kerned paragraph is apt to make you break into a sweat with excitement."
"You know you're a Graphic Designer when... you buy a CD or DVD for the artwork, even if you have no idea what the actual music or film is like". (even worse, you don't actually watch or listen to it, just stare at it for hours and hug it in adoration)
"You know you're a Graphic Designer when... you look at the clock and see it's about midnight and think 'I'll go to bed now'... and you actually go to bed about 2-3am".

"You know you're a Graphic Designer when... you need someone else to point out that you're sitting in a room in front of the computer with all the lights off, and haven't noticed"

"...when you know what "kerning" is and you really, really like it."

"... when you wear two [ke] [rn] pins on your bag, and only you know what the mean. To others its probably a band of sorts.."

Forget the boy-wonder and the man of steel; your heroes have names like 'Tibor Kalman', 'Stefan Sagmeister', 'Paul Rand', and 'Paula Scher'.

You don't wear black to look cool, you wear it to hide the gauche.

You have a thing for chairs. You don't know why.

You giggle whenever you use the colors F0CCED, EFF0FF and 44DDDD

You’re in the sun and you look around for a Drop Shadow to sit under.

You give your relatives a lecture about color spaces and profiles when you email them your vacation photos.

Seeing someone use Lens Flare or Comic Sans adversely affects your blood-pressure

You maintain a grid system for your refrigerator magnets.

You organize your CD collection according to the Pantone chart.

You sit at work for eight hours straight just looking at your monitor, waiting for a spark of inspiration that doesn't come.
You're up 'til 5am because you came up with the best idea ever while brushing your teeth.

The hottest dream you ever had was "Trace contour... Find Edges... Pinch... Extrude... Smudge Stick... Motion Blur.... Sprayed Strokes..."

You know Lorem Ipsum by heart.

Your kid knows Lorem Ipsum by heart.

The preschool teacher complains your child won't color inside or outside the lines – only indicate colors on a separate sheet.
Activating your entire font collection makes your computer crash

You deliberately butcher your perfectly cross browser compatible site in IE by placing a “Too Cool for IE” banner on it.

You prefer a Layer Style of 50% Opacity (or less) on your wife’s Satin.

You spend $200 on a font for your personal website because "it's the only one where the lower-case g is just right..."

Looking at a menu make you go "hmmm, ITC Baskerville italic" rather than "mmmm, lunch!"

And when you finally order, you go for Layer Based Slices with Grain Texture...

You use words about fonts you dislike that other normal people reserve for fascist dictators and serial killers.

Ctrl+Z is the first thing that goes through your mind if you drop and break something.

You refer to colleagues as Strict, Transitional, Loose and the Future Unemployed.

You refer to your privates as "the Magic Wand".

You know that rivers are more than just water.
Your best friends are all employees at the local print shop

The only people who seem to know what you do for a living are other Graphic Designers (ex: Graphic Design? What's that? You'll never be able to make a living being an
artist!)

Kerning and leading on your shopping list actually matters to you, and you don't see a problem with that.

Several South American economies suffer noticeably any time you try to give up coffee, or even cut your consumption of it by half.

You know that "bleeding" doesn't hurt.

when your significant other/ friends have threatened to never speak to you again if you point out one more font to them.

when you know the difference between fuchsia, magenta, and maroon.

If you could go back in time you wouldn't go back to see the rise and fall of civilizations, you'd go back in time to destroy comic sans and papyrus.

You Know You're a Graphic Designer When deciding on the right crop doesn't involve a choice between corn or wheat.

You've considered naming your children things like 'Kern', 'Pica', 'Bézier', and 'Serif'.

You can understand everything on this list.


Not as easy as you think. Somehow, being an artist buat aku rasa cool. Mcam, it doesnt matter aku miskin, makan kt tempat murah, tak berjalan jauh2 g travel mana2, tgk pc je,kedekut, tak pandai bergaul, awkward dgn sume benda, tak fashionable, emo haha. Aku boleh jadikan alasan aku "orang seni" dan menjadi miskin/emo/tak begaya/recluse itu adalah satu seni yang indah.hahaha.
No seriously, I'm glad I'm like..really simple and tak perlu benda yang besar2 untuk buat aku rasa happy and cukup. Aku bersyukur, in a weird kinda way. Dgn apa yg aku ade skrg, poket leper, thrift stuff, makanan mak atau mee maggie, rumah, shah alam, rumah su, salma hanan ape sume . Dah cukup untuk aku. Tapi kalau dslr dah dibetulkan lagi cukup la hidup aku .kot.haha Wtf. I need a doctor.An Oprah, apaapa je. Haha. [Lame gelak kt lawak sendiri] Haha.

Tgh buat illustration guna illustrator. Liking the process and penghasilan and gonna post it
later on. Nak detailkan lagi. Weeeee. Nah gambar aku penat ni hah. Sape tah tak puas hati tepi tu. cis.

Update

Tukar background,adjust kaler,buang the tears coz i think it looked too obvious and detailkan the arms and dress. i kinda like the newer version better than the old one. i know most of u wont even noticed the diff hehee but this is for my own satisfaction.

Hello

Please don't think that this was easy.

Kamu,kamu dan kamu

Pergi .
Jauh-jauh.

taged by zie n seri

1. Do you think you're hot?
ala tak haha

2. Upload your fave picture of you




3. Why do you like that picture?

nampak ganas

4. When was the last time you ate pizza?
Last night, with the fam`~

5. The last song you listen to?
4 in the morning by u know who

6. What are you doing right now besides this?
Illustrating

7. What name you prefer besides yours?
Soraya

8. People to tag: omg mcm sume je dh bwat...um nad,lets see..my mum! , su and oh afiq n zul!

9. Who is number one?
my housemateyyy :D

10. Number three is having relationship with?
Kodengdengdeng my brader

11. Say something about number five?
My bestguy friend, aside from kure

12. How about number four?
mihlyle yg suke glamer and selfproclaimed narccist!

13. Who is number two?
THE SPY~ fulltime mum

taggeddd agaiinn

☻ What do your friends call you?

yo

☻ When is your birthday?

u shud know this by now

☻ What are your favorite food?

seafood

☻ Are u a hard drinker?

++ nope

☻ Where are you now?

bang!

☻ Do you work now?

freelance

☻ What song you like to hear when the time you are so lonely?

puisi untuk rangga doh~

☻ Favorite Movie.

chick flix

☻ provide some of your choice number.

0

☻ What is your perfume?

Ive never had a perfume before and dont intend to have one unless its anna sui's but knowing how cheapskate i am, prolly will never own one unless its a present given by anyone.

☻ Do you have other Friendster account?

one

☻ Are you a party girl/boy?

++ no

☻ Is there someone mad at you? If yes. Think why.

Hum..dunnow dunkare

☻ Name someone u like.

Duta

☻ Who are your best friend?

Sape yg trase~

☻ A friend is..

a nice cool breeze blowing at the back of yer neck.

☻ what is more important? Loved ones? Or your Friends?

dunnow?same kot

☻ Do you slept with your contacts?

sometimes

☻ Do your experience your bf/gf told you that you’re the only one? But the fact is he/she lied.

ppl dont lie

☻ Did a time come that you had 2 or more bf / gf?

playing the field is so..6 years ago~

☻ Are you in a relationship now?

ya think?

☻ Who was the last person you dated?

turdle

☻ What is Love for you?

Patient,friendship, ok tepengaruh ngan kuch2 hotahei dammit! cuti ni trukla!

☻ Is there any one of your ex and friend of yours you know that they are together now?who are they?

anon

☻ What makes u happy?

artwork menjadi, my family when bickering ,my daddy without his fake teeth, my mum when she's busy doing her translating jobs, salma when she quote "dont mess with me" and the way she love aurora,out of the 4 princesses, watching movies with my sibs, my sibs' silliness and the way they always b there for me no matter what, laughing and bahan kure when he makes fun of me, his patience and his tardiness which somehow pisses me off at the same time, hanan bila die pndang atas while i helped her tatih and her oh so shy smile, hanan when she sucked on my nose, ila & kocha with their lame-ass jokes and funny stories with brilliant expressions and gestures, and so on. My crazy house/coursemates , sentiasa menyinari hidup setiap kali bangun tido yang tanpa cuti.I am so loved.

☻ Introduce your self. Tell us some words that they must know.

I'm yo and I'm kinda lost . Will you help me?

☻ How about a message for you exs?

Seperti berjelaga bila kau sendiri mwahahaha.

☻ Say something to your bf/gf

jgn bangun lewat. ): [ oh so garang

☻ Dedication to your crush?

Ingin bingar aku mau dibasar

☻ Dedication to your friends?

Aku tepengaruh dengan puisi rangga ciss bangat!

☻ Tagging.

++ my unknown stalkers.ooo misterinye. gile la poyo yo.hahahahahaaampeh meh tidoq naa sblum aku memalukan lg diri ni.

My kindergarten graduation shirt design

Just got these pictures from my mum's friend, Aunt Siti. She asked me to design a graduation shirt for 50 children in her tadika.
So here's the pictures!Comeyyyy. This is my first time k design this kinda stuff thats y i'm really excited. Oh and the great news is , Aunt Siti asked me to design the bags, file folders and other stuff for the tadika! So happy!

Berusehe!

As u can see, Ares had been semi kind to me ; I got my painter software , but sad to say, it evaluates for 30 days only. Oh well, its better than nothing .
Going to Mid tomorrow, hopefully, if he manage to wake up early coz I dont think I have the guts to face the jammed comuter pukul 4 ptg full of workers yg dh habes kerja.
Quest for finding the perfect jeans beginnns tomorrow!MORNING!babai!

The Blower's Daughter

" And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes..." - Damien Rice, the blower's daughter






Finally, I've managed to finish this painting and it took me about.. well,3 days. That long for something this..crummy. Oh well. I could've done better but this is the best , buat masa ini.
Saya budak baru belajar so ye, bg masa utk lg bagus.
Huhu.
Open Canvas yang akan expired lg sbulan je ni.
AND sedikit photoshop.
PENAT GILE BEB.
*pengsan.
MM..you can hayati this painting dgn lagu blower's daughter coz time tgh painting, all the while I was listening to that song, over n over ,to get the right mood. Dapat ke? idk. idk. ok enjoy.

So as you can see, the girl looks like she's having her picture taken for the yearbook or smtg but the twisted part is her missing heart. very the emo one kan?Interpret all you want, thats what art is for right.

YAYY

What a joyous day today was!
Went to my cousins house, jumpa everyone, stuffed ourselves to the max yada yada yada.
Mcm biasa la raya raya kan.
The highlight for today issssssss....

drumroll pleaseee..

my tablet is not sick anymoree! Turned out the photoshop yang bwat hal so i uninstalled it and wahlah! the pressure detection is backk onnn bebeh so I can paint and draw and ape ape je dekat photoshop nanti!

And hopefully Ares is generous enuff to give me the fully equipped Painter IX coz i like painting digital thingies using painter rather than photoshop cause the effects are prettier and funner!
And after I finish (hopefully!) painting, I plan to print it on canvas so it'll look like a real painting... ohhh how i love the technologies we have nowadays~~~~~~~~~~~

In case ade sesape yang wondering wat the heck is a tablet, well here's the picture, mine's smaller tho.
It works as a mouse, well, kinda, but in a pen-ish sorta way. uhhh I'm bad at describing stuff but well, you get the pic rite?

Paan's shoes is on its wayyy, gotta go now. Nak siapkan and thennn, baru sentuh myyyyyy baby.
the tablet i mean. :P
Can't wait to see Ila !