it's February

Started to close my eyes

Then image of Hospital Shah Alams surau came in.

That time when I beg You to save him.

To let him live.

It's okay, things are better now. I just remembered it's February..oh wow.

got kicked out of grab

By an oku driver, his left hand's not working, I panicked and ask whether he can really drive or not. So so stupid of me, I still regret asking and he got really angry (I don't blame him) 😭😭 and I got scared and he let me out. The end.

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And in this little forgotten space that I can finally learn whatever I have left behind. The fire - ? It went out long ago. Numbing the feeling, feeling the numb. Heaviest steel. The darkest of thoughts.

Hey

i'm back.

Counting minutes to see you

Love,
I learned to be afraid. To be still, to be true.
To stay in one place, and never looked back.
To know not to know at all.

Leaving my footprints in the sandy beach,
I thank my memories for everything.