Nice :D

It's funny but I rather stay home and cook.

Process

What I baked for Raya Haji. It was a pretty laid-back day. Cooked dinner for the siblings after that, sotong sambal and telur kicap and it was scrumptious. 
;)Just like mom's.

Part 5

                                                                             The route to our beloved fac.

Part 5, what I've been doing all this while.

Perfect Memory

                  "Summers when the money was gone you'd sing all your little songs that meant everything to me."

The light in my red mood

So just got back from Terengganu yesterday, 7 hours of sitting  in a crumpy smelly bus [ the seat is pretty darn wide nevertheless] and missing the two nieces. I miss Hanan's habit of repeating everything we say and her trauma with insects. and I miss Salma's silly princess dances and us, baking cookies in the kitchen while the kids tried to helped sampai Hanan bukak baju semangat gile and the coldness inside the house due to the heavyrainfall...

Followed by a trip to Shah Alam today  to catch the senior's final degree show. Wasn't too bad. Err not going to say much about that as I fear some of 'em do read my blog, who knows right? And took long walks at Tasik Shah Alam, just  like the old days and I'm happy, happier.. Much better than going to the movies or any other shopping trips to Sunway or Bukit Raja, no?. I'm not that material of a girl I guess haha so are u glad now hm hm hm.

Got offered for several jobs from my old boss time practical.Excited! Oh well let's see how things goes.For all I know esok cansel. :p Gonna finish a bag for my dear cuzzie! Daa.

Current playlist:

Jack's Mannequin- Miss California

Sheila Nicholls - Bread & Water

:(

This one's got me crying

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Young Allie: Stay with you? What for? Look at us, we're already fightin' 

Young Noah: Well that's what we do, we fight... You tell me when I am being an arrogant son of a btch and I tell you when you are a pain in the ass. Which you are, 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a 2 second rebound rate, then you're back doing the next pain-in-the-ass thing. 

Young Allie: So what? 

Young Noah: So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? 30 years from now, 40 years from now? What's it look like? 

from the movie "The Notebook". I know, was so '04 ago. 

I found something to keep me amused.

Paint on blocks, as in the blocks little kids love to play with.

I was reading for Salma a book about favourite things and there's one about this one kid who loves his blocks collection. And Salma said she wanted blocks with hearts, yellow flowers, clouds etc etc. And so I thought "why not?".

Gonna go to "Art.is.friend" or something at The Gardens later this month.

The Prophet s.a.w one day said to Ali r.a: Ya Ali! Do these 5 things before going to bed at night:

1. give 4000 dinaars in sadaqah and then sleep
2. read one complete Quran and then sleep
3. pay the price for jannah and then sleep
4. make 2 people happy with each other when they are upset and then sleep
5. do 1 hajj and then sleep


Hazrat Ali r.a said: Ya Rasulallah! These look impossible! How will I be able to do it? Then the Prophet s.a.w replied:

1. 4 times of surah al.fatiha is equal to as 4 thousand dinaars giving in sadaqah.
2. 3 times of surah al.ikhlas (qul hualla hu ahad) is equal to 1 complete reading of al.Quran.
3. 3 times of any durood shareef/selawat (sallalahu alaihi wa salam) is the price of jannah.
4. 10 times of astarghfirullah (or any istighfar) is equal to making 2 unhappy people happy with each other.
4. 4 times saying the 3rd kalimah (subhaan-Allahi walhamdu-lillaahi, wa laa ilaa-ha illa-la ill-lal-lahu wallahu akbar, walaa haula wala quoow-wata illa billa hil-Aliyyil-atheem) is equal to 1 hajj.

"Aku nak tengok dia membesar,

...tapi bukan dengan orang lain."

Ok still havent found a hobby yet cept for shopping! Soul searching apo kah ini??!

But I feel good though. Been eating good food and hanging out with crazy crazy people.

And to have another semester to go!! Yippiee! Goodbye old farty classes and boring lectures!

Abracadabra.




;)

I miss my mum, for the 1st time ever rasa cam lama sgt tak dengar suara dia.

Hum..

Mak, love you.

I'm in Terengganu.. the busride was horrid and I'm tired as heck.

Still trying to find a hobby or something like that to fill my time. Maybe when the pc is ok, everything can go well.

I feel sick just by watching this vid. Guys, if you are free, go to this site and discover many coincidences that leads to the Dajal. http://wakeupproject.com/

Eat, Pray, Love.

The things that I've endured lately...are really laughable. I'm like the joke you love to hear, every once in a while. Oh well.
For now I'm taking everything slow, a littlesoulearching [cough cliche]. I wanna learn me, what I love,what I loathe. i CHANGE MY MIND EVERY 5 SECONDS OR SO, SO WHY NOT BE normal and stick with something for a little bit longer than those 5 secs?

Those 3 words up there was from the title of a book. I'm determined to explore all three, remembering BrightEyes words "When everything gets lonely I can be my own bestfriend".. or something like that.. I used to hate being by myself, loathing the thought of being alone. My heart would bumped faster than anything and I can't stand staying in the same room with myself.

Nevermind that.

Oh yeah, prolly gonna be a tutor for a whole month. Hopefully. But m gonna go to Terengganu for a week. Tomorrow morning maybe?I love it how the readers somehow respected me in some ways, commenting on certain posts and respecting certain posts. I love you guys, those who cared or maybe even interested in knowing about my life, a teeny tiny peck about me perhaps.
Thankyou for offering advices and such.

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You could say I'm off to a tiny step. Like Drops of Jupiter, maybe you can hear me when it's raining outside, or when the bird sings its songs..or when there's wildflowers around, maybe the sound of the glasses clink when you're washing the dishes.



Love.




Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
When you think everything's okay and everything's going right
And life has a funny way of helping you out when
You think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up
In your face

A traffic jam when you're already late
A no-smoking sign on your cigarette break
It's like ten thousand spoons when all you need is a knife
It's meeting the man of my dreams
And then meeting his beautiful wife
And isn't it ironic...don't you think
A little too ironic...and, yeah, I really do think...

Just remember, it's Mind Over Matter - I Don't MIND and You Don't MATTER to me.

The sun's rays don't bother me
No they cast down such a wonderful heat
Masking beauty
By a terrible fate
If you fly to close and then you turn too late
The night still confuses me
We'd all get tired and have to sleep eventually
Regardless of the sun's demands
Regardless if it made much sense
You moved so far that I know how far
And then you got so sad that I, I bought a car
Yes I'll come get you
And I will bring you home
I'll come get you
And I will bring you home
He sat me down
He said he was incomplete
He thinks true love's gonna get him back on his feet
He said you only find love once in your life
So I guess when you find it
You're gonna hold it right
You'll hold it right
It makes no sense
Cos there's no sense in it at all
We all wait around
We wait for you to get tired and fall
As your shadow it resumes in me
Yes your shadow it was made for me
She speaks clearly
He speaks loudly
I speak only clearly loudly
Yes she speaks clearly
He speaks loudly
I speak only clearly loudly
Yeah my shadow well it resumes with me
Yes my shadow well it was made for me
She told me love will come once in your life
So I guess when you find it
You're gonna hold it right
You're gonna hold it right
You hold it right
You moved so far that I knew exactly how far
And then you got so sad that I, I bought a car
Yes I'll come get you
And I will bring you home
I'll come get you
And I will bring you home
I'll come get you
And I'll say
Welcome home

I don't know a lot about everything, but I do know a lot about the part of everything that I know, which is people.

Beat up, watched 2 movies in a week and I'm nearly broke.
Kure's "Oh wah baguslah" was all I get when I said I have to learn to cook since mum's going to Haji next week.
Been meeting friends from here and there around Bangi and I really like that. It's like rummaging through old memory box and find old forgotten notes err..okay.
Can't wait to see the nieces this Friday.

99 red balloons go by

I hate the outcome. Acrylic on watercolour paper.

Everyone is up and leaving.
One by one, we all fall down.
This girl needs to be cool, heartless and numb.
It's the only way to be,
Remembering one of Maddy's quote;

“To be brave is to love someone unconditionally, without expecting anything in return. To just give. That takes courage, because we don't want to fall on our faces or leave ourselves open to hurt.”

Zaman gemuk! What have Shah Alam done to mee??? Haha oh well

Audrey Kawasaki I heart you

Real deal

I used to be very bersemangat with the internet and installing my pc in my room soon as I got home from Shah Alam but its been 3 days and I feel dang tired AND NOT REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO A WHOLE DAY in front of the screen for 1 month. Gonna go for a jog/walk tmrow morning and a late breakfast with Fatin. Kure u're reading this? End of the holiday kita compare muscles! Toodles!

Oh had Bubba Gump for lunch. Mom can cook better I tell you but still, try if you must. Won't hurt a bit.

This was what I had.
To ask for the waiter.

Nice atmosphere.
Photos courtesy of google images.

I'd buy you Rogaine when you start losing all your hair.[updated]

We're so happy for you!!

P/s: The hantarans were superb!! So cute! Take note guys! ;)